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lady_twitch |
08-03-2009 @ 3:36 PM
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The load time on the last one was getting hefty.
EDIT: I didn't like looking at that post every time I came to this thread.
There's no end to the love you can give.
This message was edited by lady_twitch on 9-12-09 @ 12:14 AM
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SeñorBurnsOchoSeis |
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08-03-2009 @ 4:31 PM
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Stage diver
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^ yikes, I hope it's not serious, Ka.
Who'd you rather be: The Beatles or the Rolling Stones?
Oh seriously? You're gonna make mistakes you know.
Come on baby play me a song like Here Comes The Sun.
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08-03-2009 @ 4:37 PM
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Front row devotee
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^^  I hope things get better.
Stupid girl is stupid.
Im about to just give up with stupid girls.
Seven loves you so much.
Official Mosh Pit Transformers Nerd
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january |
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08-03-2009 @ 5:03 PM
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I have a spot on my lung.
Boo.
I really, really hope it turns out to be nothing. Keep us posted.
can i borrow your hips & your lips & your wink & curl
will you steady my ground, dizzy ground, when i'm turned around
when i'm lost you'll found, so keep my compass wound when i'm on the ground
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AlyssaV |
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08-03-2009 @ 7:12 PM
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My goodness, Ka, what Heather said. Good luck. I know it's hard, but try not to stress about it too much, it's better for your health that way. We're here if you need us.
My neg: I'm finding it very hard lately to want to be anywhere except my bed. I was doing well with my depression for a couple months and now it just really really sucks. I hope I can come out of this sooner rather than later.
Sister marrying douchebag this Sunday.
i could set this heart on stun
This message was edited by AlyssaV on 8-3-09 @ 7:12 PM
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lady_twitch |
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08-03-2009 @ 7:32 PM
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^Hugs! I hope you feel better.
Thanks, guys. I haven't brought myself to tell anyone in person yet, but you've all made me feel a bit better.
It's too little to do a nuclear medicine scan on it, so they told me to come back in a month to see how quickly it's growing. :/ Hopefully fast backward-growing.
There's no end to the love you can give.
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january |
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08-03-2009 @ 7:45 PM
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Can't they do a fine needle aspiration on it?? That's what they did when my doctor found a lump in my breast. I know, lung & boob are two different things... but there's GOT to be something better than just sitting and waiting to see if it grows!
Alyssa -- I hope you find whatever it is you need to pick yourself up. The cycle of depression is so freaking vicious. You don't want to be depressed anymore but you're too depressed to find a way out of it.
can i borrow your hips & your lips & your wink & curl
will you steady my ground, dizzy ground, when i'm turned around
when i'm lost you'll found, so keep my compass wound when i'm on the ground
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08-03-2009 @ 9:55 PM
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I hope you'll be ok Ka
And Alyssa, I'm sorry
I feel like I haven't been making progress in dealing with my depression either. I still haven't been able to get back to the counselor at school because of my job (two people quit so we are way understaffed). I feel like I'm going to be ok and then I just f*cking crash and burn. It sucks.
And. I saw a tweet from a particular someone saying the had a date tonight. He hasn't talked to me at all today either.
So in addition to already being down, just add in the factor of someone you want more than anything on a date with someone else.
Yeah. :/
EDIT: Crisis adverted. He's not into her.
Congratulations kid, you've been invited to the best party ever thrown.
This message was edited by Honorable_Mention on 8-3-09 @ 10:48 PM
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MellorStrummer |
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08-03-2009 @ 10:03 PM
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^ Jeff Rosenstock tweeted that he was on a date. I AM JEALOUS.
I thought you and me might wander.
Official White (wo)Man in Hammersmith Palais
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08-03-2009 @ 10:53 PM
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Smoothed Out Slappy Hours
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Why must applying for school loans me so painfully difficult every single
time?
And jet lag is most defintely kicking my butt.
My hands are here, But my heart, my heart is so far away.
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cutoutangel |
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08-03-2009 @ 11:06 PM
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Wallflower
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hope you all get through the tough times.
as for me:
i'm a cab driver.
and i'm miserable about everything.
how much more of a cliche can you get than that?
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SeptembersEnd |
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08-03-2009 @ 11:23 PM
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And jet lag is most defintely kicking my butt.
OMG I HATE!!!
Ka, I hope it reverse grows, too. Hang in there.
Same for you, Alyssa and Nicole!!!
And now for my trivial little gripe...
I forgot just how sh*tty I can end up feeling when I'm stressed out. I feel like I have the flu, I feel like throwing up, and I can't concentrate on one thing for more than ten minutes at a time; and I doubt the amount of vodka I'm drinking helps it at all. I realized earlier today that I really have no reason to stress out as much as I am right now, and yet I am. I suck at life.
this awkward silence makes me crazy
the look in your eyes makes me crazy
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lady_twitch |
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08-03-2009 @ 11:39 PM
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^ Thanks. 
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Why must applying for school loans me so painfully difficult every single
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Because it's just not enough that you'll still be paying them back when you retire. Or at least, that's how it'll be for me. Hopefully it's better for you!
There's no end to the love you can give.
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08-04-2009 @ 4:10 AM
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I was hoping to ride my bike to work today, but looks like it is going to rain all day.
I won't let the scene take you away.
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january |
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08-04-2009 @ 8:59 AM
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Ah, nut! I ran out of eyeliner half way through my second eye.
I hate when that happens!
can i borrow your hips & your lips & your wink & curl
will you steady my ground, dizzy ground, when i'm turned around
when i'm lost you'll found, so keep my compass wound when i'm on the ground
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08-04-2009 @ 10:17 AM
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Wallflower
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I pretty sure I won’t have enough money to pay for my first year in college.
The *ssh*l*s in the office of Financial Aid could give a sh*t less and I'm out of ideas
I am hitting my head against the walls, but the walls are giving way.
Gustav Mahler
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eveninkfades26 |
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08-04-2009 @ 10:54 AM
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Smoothed Out Slappy Hours
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Because it's just not enough that you'll still be paying them back
when you retire. Or at least, that's how it'll be for me. Hopefully it's
better for you!
There not as much as they could be, but since I'll be starting grad school
or law school, they'll get there fast. My dad is my cosigner and I think he's
reached his credit limit, of course in my last semester, when I need a loan
asap.
My hands are here,But my heart, my heart is so far away.
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lady_twitch |
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08-04-2009 @ 12:52 PM
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^ Oh, god. Good luck! I couldn't even imagine going to grad school. I'm so burnt out on school in general, not to mention the financial aid and admin offices, that I'll gladly take a job and not being super broke all the time after May. I guess then I'll just be normal broke.
There's no end to the love you can give.
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08-04-2009 @ 1:32 PM
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King/Queen of the Pit
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see: the relationship thread
do you feel bad for the sins you commit?
HELL NO! just the ones that i WISH i did
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Katieheartskoalas |
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08-04-2009 @ 4:15 PM
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^ Sorry Jon
My neg: Still can't believe I found out that my parents of all people are the lesser of two evils. Found out that my plans have been pushed waaaaay back, have to worry about how I'm going to keep on my insurance if I can't take classes full time next quarter, working all the time is kicking my ass not to mention I found out what everyone at work says about me behind my back (I'm lying about having a boyfriend...wtf? Especially since three of them have met dillon...), I only got a 72 on my last A&P exam, and we only have two more grade the rest of the quarter so I don't know what I'm going to do about that....
I have no free time anymore which means I'm seeing less of Dillon, I can't keep taking days off, the distance isn't really getting easier...it's nothing that's hurting our relationship really, it's just exhausting.
There's probably more but I'm in a hurry as usual. I've already sat here too long.
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I weant raonne radkee to get aasr rapedd in jail and then too twiteter about it.
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08-04-2009 @ 4:35 PM
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^^ Jon, I'm sorry. That sucks to hear, man.
Who'd you rather be: The Beatles or the Rolling Stones?
Oh seriously? You're gonna make mistakes you know.
Come on baby play me a song like Here Comes The Sun.
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Alahey |
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08-04-2009 @ 6:35 PM
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Mingler
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It's cloudy out.
Summer's almost over.
Which means senior year, the ACT, scholarship hell, working way too much.
The other day I went to a local band's blog and there it was. My ex boyfriend, commenting on it. And I just HAD to go to his MySpace. I keep on having dreams that he doesn't really live in Texas, that he's here and I just haven't seen him. I mean I'm over him, but, I really don't want to deal with him. It sucks that our friendship is over, but I just can't get over how selfish he truly is.
Oh and my parents are gone for the week and I'm lonely.
F*ck. This thread is so depressing. I hope everyone gets/feels better
If you be the nine, then I'll be the three
On a clock that lies over a map of this country
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BlackMariah |
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08-05-2009 @ 8:46 PM
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(7) There was a master bedroom on the first floor and two bedrooms in the basement, one for Carrozza's six year old daughter and another small bedroom that appeared to be used for storage, as the landlord had observed "boxes everywhere."
I googled my mom's name just to see what comes up (when I'm bored, I often do that) and it was a police/court report. Really bad time in my life and I wish I hadn't read through it.
And I really hate that I was somehow mentioned in it. I know it wasn't my name or anything, but still.
This place has taken all my self esteem.
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a_rodhowe |
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08-06-2009 @ 8:20 AM
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My day yesterday may have been one of the worst that I can imagine having.
To start, my parents fought angrily and nearly caused my Dad to leave my Mom before I even left for work in the morning. Then, I found out via email that my college can't help me and I may not have enough cash to go back to school for my final year. Then I got fired from my job. I f*cking hated yesterday.
Someday I fear I will be
Rescued from the boredom line
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08-06-2009 @ 2:46 PM
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There are fewer things in life that bother me more than bicyclists who disregard the traffic laws. Stop riding on the sidewalks, you *ssh*l*s, and start using the bike lanes. Don't use the crosswalks, use the bike lanes! No wonder people who drive hate us, because you jackoffs can't make up your damned mind. Stop giving bicyclists a bad name before I punch you.
next day we knew last night got drunk
but we loved enough for the both of us
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